So I've been busy lately. The holidays always are. However I've been doing rather well considering how much I hold onto lost causes. Maybe I'm just getting to old for the irrational shit.... haha
Hopefully.
Other than the holidays I've been busy testing a deck for standard.
Standard for those who don't know is a "format" in magic the gathering.
Standard is the type of tournament I'll be attending this weekend in Indy.
The deck is U/W flash.
The deck is insane.
Anyhow, I've just dealt with the biggest stressor in my life~!
I'm finally getting over someone I've needed to be over a lonnnnnnng time ago.
It was just a rough timing for the break up when it happened. And I turned to drugs and alcohol to get by instead of standing up like a man and fighting for myself.
I literally decided to give in like a wounded animal in the wilderness. Fucking pathetic.
I've been cleaner and cleaner when it comes to substance abuse as the years go by. I'm just glad I don't have to be chained to the substance(s) or the memories I was repressing for so long. I was literally not only blinded by drugs, but the bad memories I never had faced. I was too scared to face a reality without this person. And you're probably thinking "you're way too young" but it didn't matter to me. I wish I would've met her like 5 years down the line. Then I'd have all my shit figured out and things would've turned out much different XD (yeah right). Its just that crappy part of life that gets you. I fell madly for this woman. Jeez did I fall off of the fucking moon and land on mount Everest kind of love I had for this girl. Everything about her was just perfect to me, I just didn't need anything else. But, all good things must come to an end. NP
So I'm just glad I can say I'm over it. And finally mean it.
I did find a new love though..........
She's been better to me than my other love ever was.....
Her name is U/W (see what I did there!!?? :p )
U/w has been my pet style of playing magic over the past couple of years.
I just love the aspect of tempo based magic.
I love how I can figure out the puzzle, end a game, before their cards are even relevant to stop me.
I feel like an artist when I play this deck. So much finesse in ever move that I make. And I make them look easy as fuck!!!!! Fuggin BOOTYFULLLLL!!!!
The deck that is all the rage right now is BR zombies a deck I FUCKING DESPISE OMFGGGGGGG
FUCK THAT PILE OF WOTC GARBAGE
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK THATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I swear wotc has a vendetta against me!!!
They're like ohhhh how can we piss off Tyler Winn this season
We will make aggro the best deck and make it unstoppable and uncounterable and annoying as fuck (fucking gravecrawler and messenger!!!@#@#$@#$)
Cool cool I say. I'm going to crush all these muther funkers that are gonna play zombos this weekend (ACTUALLY MY PLAN IS TO HOPE EVERYONE PLAYS AN ANTI DECK WHICH MY DECK HAS A GREAT MATCH AGAINST!! HEHEHEHEHE)
So on the non magic related side of life.....
Poker has become increasingly more availble in the US the past couple of months. I'm am so excited!!!!
Bring in the new wave of fishys!!!!
:)
I've also been thinking about going to work for UPS, and get back into college. I think I'm ready for that commitment. I also want to stop smoking cigarettes but i'm having a lot of trouble with that....
Well I'm pretty whooped so i'ma hop off of here, but anyone that wants to say something just say it. I don't bite. I do get bored and fed up with things rather often but don't let that fool you. I'm really a caring and pretty easy going person. GET to KNOW me! Good night SAN diago
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